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I'm stalling studying! Yay, I'm sure I'll regret it TOMORROW but I did study for atleast 5 hours total which SHOULD DO IT but DEFINATELY WON'T. This stuff is complicated, what can I say? Trabecular bone is starting to drive me crazy though.
Yea, so, my life is great because it is getting NICE and cold which is great though i just read last years blogs and remembered it will soon be unbearable! Oh well, i'll just continue blissfully enjoying it! (the weather, and my life, not that anything is wrong with my [lackofa] life.)

Do I have anything important to say?

I can't stop listening to Stadium Arcadium. In other news: biological engineering is awesome AND the tigers don't suck at football. Weird, huh?

yea, i'm trying to find a new job instead of factoryland but its tough even though i'm willing to be scarcely paid. because i want to work in a lab. probably CARING FOR and then KILLING lampreys.

silver and cold

I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one

Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you're longing to sing
So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me

Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you
Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now

Yea, I love that song. Sang it to myself at work. Because I go a little crazy when I'm all alone. But hey, the boys I work with go crazy when they're all together, so I guess we all have our faults.
On winter break, saw King Kong, it was pretty good. Thought it'd be boring because of the length, but not so for me. Off to email my mum and have veggies for breakfast.

I love this song.
I love A Fire Inside.

xmas prep.

Finals next week.

I like Christmas. I have my plans straight to avoid WHO's FAMILY are we going to HANG WITH confusion. Christmas shopping with my mom and sis today was fun, though not that productive. We got this tight cd though:

December

Wanted a picture of the Creve Coeur waterfall. THIS ONE IS AWESOMER

Well, its December, and I live in Misery, so it's cold.

Actually, it is unseasonably cold (and december probably ties with january for the cold season). Today, the windchill was -5. Now, don't be stupid and think that that is 5 degrees below freezing. No, (we should really switch to Celsius, if for no other reason than that it is easier to spell than F) that is 37 degrees below freezing.

As in, after getting out of class, waiting for the bus, riding the bus, and walking to my car, my toes were numb. Numb. And not because I was wearing flip flops. I layer on the clothes:

3 shirts (usually 2 tshirts and a sweater or fleece)
wool coat (that goes down to about midthigh- thank god)
tights, jeans, socks, tennis shoes (ok, i should switch to my fluffy boots)
scarf and gloves (and my hair down even though its horrible and staticy because I'm not gonna expose my ears to the wind chill)

Yea. Luckily Friday is the last day of class before winter break. Yay! All i could hear when riding the bus was people sniffling. Its fairly hilarious. Well, its supposed to snow 6 in tonight so maybe that'll warm it up. I think I'm gonna have some chili for lunch.

On a side note (or something) I think I might get 2 A's. I'm sick of calc, and even though my teacher thinks i should 'bring up' my 85% (a freaking b in calc 3 sounds COOL WITH ME) I don't think I'm gonna try extra hard.. I really should study for Physics since it is more hours and worth more than my other classes but I'll probably settle for a B in that too, not that that is bad.
What I really want is an A in organic because I'm really starting to like that class (probably cause I'm doing awesome in it). Feasible.
Myth is an easy A.
Yea. Ramble, physics homework time! Yippee.

PEOPLE!

Seriously guys, seriously.

Ya know what I hate the most? Chain emails.
The number one most hated kind:

"I believe God works in mysterious ways! Read this, its all true!

DON'T DELETE THIS!! ______ ________ did and the day after the love of her life proposed, he was killed in a 3 car accident.

_____ ________ got this email and thought nothing of it, and now all of her family is dead and she is a parapalegic.

Friendship is forever! God works in mysterious ways! Send this to 37 people or you're going staight to hell!"

I mean, seriously, do people really think God will kill you for not forwarding an email? Or that the email will kill you? Do they enjoy making up stories of people who have terrible things happen to them? Do they not understand odds. When those douchebags email this crap to HALF of the nation, and then someone dies, well, ITS CALLED a COINCIDENCE. Considering that we all die.. hrm.. lets see...

AND THE second kind:

"AOL is testing a new email tracker and wants your help! You get a dollar for every person you send this to, but if you delete it, they'll add 10$ to your bill!
AOL already knows everything about you, but feel free to send your bank account numbers or a blank check to somedouche@aol.com

Testimonials:
"I sent this email to 1000 people and now my son can go to college!" -Suzy, New Jersey
"I didn't think this was real but decided to try it anyway, now I'm a millionaire!" - Daniel, New York
"If you delete this email, you'll regret it!" -God, Heaven

"

Seriously, has anyone ever sent you anything for forwarding email? Does any large company want to give you money? No. They don't. You're dumb. Stop sending me this shit. Just because you send me 324 emails about what best friends do, and poems, and all this CRAP doesn't mean we're best friends. Maybe if you dropped a line about what a crappy day you had, or how your family is.. well, that'd be cool.

Yea.

mossy hillside

So, today I was at work for a long time thinking.

I was wondering why I care so much about being awesome (that is, attempting to be perfect?). Then I remembered that when I was younger and angrier I made a vow. Whenever I got mad, I'd go walk in the woods, or run in the woods, or run away and hide, whatever. One day I went to my favorite spot by our pond and I was really mad. I don't know why, nothing important, just being an angry at my family/world teenager.
I vowed to "show them all" and "prove them wrong". So.. yea. NOW I FREAK OUT WHEN I GET A C. THANKS YOUNGER SELF.

haha, all in fun, self, all in fun.
Well, life is going nicely, semester is near over, thanksgiving is a week away, etc.
The kitty chase did break his hip when he hit a car though. He's alright, but PATHETIC looking :( :(. Max is uninjured. I also am on a diet. good luck with that.
and, last night, my neighbor was like. DOING IT FOR 2 HOURS from like 2-4 AM. Yea. I didn't really care, except that I like couldn't sleep through it cause I had like cramps which made it CRAP. yea. tmi? THANK YOU SELF.

in other news, I don't have a problem with talking to myself. I think I like myself too much sometimes.

my precious

so, i have flowews and i treat them like i'd treat a pet, i treat pets like i'd treat a child. but i miss my puppy, so i can't help it. YO

anyway

life is good, school = busy.amillion